8/20/13

Good Evening Loves,

I hope everyone is doing well this evening.  I have to admit that I have been beside myself since yesterday when I first read about Lee Thompson Young's suicide.  I keep thinking, what more could I have done to possibly save his life.  I can't help but think just maybe I could have shared with him the story of my suicide attempt, maybe he would have opted to live.  Each day I try my very best to make a difference and possibly save someone from committing suicide.  I understand the thoughts, the emotional rollercoaster, the loneliness, and the anxiety.  I constantly ask myself what more can I do.  I'm continuously stretching myself to do more, to try to help one additional person. 

I pray this blog has been helpful to you.  It is my earnest desire to inspire and encourage others not to go down the road I did.  Life is our most precious gift.  Each of us is given an allotment of time which is comprised of years, months, weeks, days, hours minutes and seconds.  I understand that life can be brutal and unfair.  I understand how it feels to fall completely on your back, failing in front of everyone.  But if you fall on your back, you can look up.  And if you can look up then you can get up from whatever has caused you to stumble.  So get up, stop wallowing in self pity.  I've been there too.  What are you going to do about it?  Whatever IT is, fix it, conquer it, complete it, accomplish it, pass it, or find solutions for it.  You can get through this, just give yourself a real chance.  Believe in yourself, when others don't.  I believe in you, I know you can do it.

Instead of contemplating suicide, contemplate how you can make your life better?  What can you do to change your current situation?  Is there anything I can do to help you?  If so email me at milagrominds@yahoo.com.  I'll respond.  Two heads are better than one.  I guarantee you, that between the two of us, we can come up with several good ideas and a few great ideas that you can implement immediately.  Please please please don't commit suicide, you have so much life to live.  Fight through the adversity, don't quit!!!!!!!!  Praying for you, love you. 

Taisha