Everything I Do Is Wrong

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Everthing I Do Is Wrong I feel like everything I do is wrong. I'm depressed but everything is going ok.  I have a good job and a good place to live. I'm just not happy. It's weird. Every time I think I'm happy something messes up. Mine as well stay being miserable because that's all I know. I'm honestly thinking about ending it.​

Edited: 4/9/2013 12:02 PM by

We are so glad that you reached out to the hotline.  Just because you do have some good things going for you, it does not mean that you don’t deserve help.  When you say you should just “end it” that is very concerning.  If you are having thoughts of suicide, we sure hope you would call into the hotline right away.  That is never the answer.  It is forever. It is permanent and denies you the chance to ever feel better.  Please make a promise to yourself that you would tell somebody or call our hotline at 1-800-448-3000 if you ever thought you would act on those feelings.   It sounds like it might be frustrating and sad for you because what starts out first as a positive always takes a turn for the worst.  Life does hand us those disappointments at times.  Ask yourself when this is always happening.  Is it when it comes to your:   Friends Family School Job Appearance Weekends Boyfriend   Sometimes if you can pinpoint the root of the problem, you can make a conscious effort to change what you can about that problem.  You know – focus on what is within your control and work at it.  You are worth it.  You have so much life ahead of you.  Don’t stay miserable.  If you think you are going to stay miserable, you will stay miserable.  Tell an adult friend, parent, co-worker just someone you trust, how you feel.      Laura - Crisis Counselor