School Day 5
January 16th, 2014 by LetItGo Hi Guys,Phew the finals are finally done
but of course not my life…. Or my problems… I just… It’s so difficult
right now… Just not being able to cry, but so emotionally drained and I
just want to be done. I just want all of my problems go away, but no. I
have too many. Well… I’m 13. A girl a female a gal whatever you want to
call me. And I have been talking to this 16 year old guy. It’s not a
romantic relationship, no it’s a friendship, but at the age of 13 you
aren’t supposed to be talking to 16 year old guys, you aren’t supposed
to befriending them. And I have been keeping it a secret for a while,
but then my sister found out and now she’s threatening me to tell my mom
and I want to tell my mom myself, but it’s so hard. How do you tell
your mother that you are talking to a boy? even worse a boy that’s three
years older than you… I don’t want to keep it a secret, but I just
don’t know how… I just want to end it all. End the pain. End the
problems. My life. My day was good until my sister threatened me and now
I’m stuck and I don’t know what to do… Please help if you can…Here’s a poem:
When will I get unstuck?
When will it go away?
Can’t someone love me?
Just for a day?
When can I be myself?
When will I be free?
Can’t you say you care?
But I guess you can’t see
You are hurting me
Physically
Mentally
I’m breaking down
You don’t know it
But you are
You are making me
Want to die
You don’t love me
Like a big sister should
You don’t care
Like a big sister should
Au Demain
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