Darkest Hour/ Suicide stories

Darkest Hour

January 16th, 2014 by OnlyLOVEisReal I am an Asshole! Yes, with a capital A! I prayed to the powers that be, to look over my Dear friend DutchTimes. You did not stop breathing on the day of your attempted suicide. However, my friend you did die inside. The events of that day you, for my great friend are so unbelievable that they could come out of a Hollywood movie script. My great friend, yuo really pissed at me now. You may not forgive me for my actions. Dutchtimes, that is fine with me. My prayers were meant to be in the best interest of you! Never in my wildest dreams would i of though, you would survive, and survive with a vengeance against yourself. I just wanted you to feel loved again. As you leave the place that you are “forced” to be in, i ask you to reflect on this before you head to Belgium. I am still with you! I ask, all that read this to keep my Great Friend in your thoughts and prayers. May we find you peace DutchTimes on this planet before you move on.
Love and prayers through tears in my eyes
your “asshole” friend
jeff