Dear Lost Vanessa R.,
For a very long time I felt as if the found me would never be able to get past your grasp and grow into something bigger and better than the many losses, hurts and lies you lived in. Your grasp was tight, firm and unbreakable at one point. You were so hurt by what you did not have, hurts you endured at a young age, losses of individuals who meant so much to you. Growing up broken eventually put you in a place of deceiving yourself as not being good enough or worth anything, so you tried to take your own life and even in that you could not succeed and felt even more worthless than before. You lost friendships from lies you told to get the attention you yearned for in other areas. After many stumbling blocks and seasons of isolation you started to break loose and see the freedom that God saw in you all along. You started to value who YOU were and focus on being a better you for YOU! You began to take your hurts and pain and combine them into a collage of beauty, love and affection. You began to create for yourself what you waited for many others in the past to create for you. You began to flourish in your own skin, being okay with the few flaws that grew within. It is then that I started to see the growth and maturity take place and it was then that you became me. With your past and my future we will conquer anything that comes our way. We are overcome by the blood of the lamb and by the word of our testimony. Keep on growing and continue to discover you in every way possible. Don’t let people and things that don’t matter make a difference in who you become. Life is starting to unfold for you and if you could see what I see, there are amazing things ahead! Just stay focused and trust in HIM!
Signed,
The Found You
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